Little CooL ScorpioN

Recently, i m watching Hong Kong drama, it is all about dancing... When i heard the music, i will start spinning and dancing.... And end with a perfect ending pose... Hehe.. Well, this only happen when i was alone in the living room... If not, other will laugh at me..

Ok la, i admit that I really like to perform ( show off?), but i think i dun have this chance anymore...

Try and imagine,

If mom let me join the dancing class when i m in the primary school..
If I have the time besides studying...

Maybe now i m not a pharmacy student, but major in art performing...
Well, this is only a dream, an impossible dream... :)

Without her, our world is kinda small...
Without her, I kinda lost in my world..

Mom leave us and went for her vacation to Taiwan...
Suppose I oso can go, BUT....

I am big sister, so i should stay at home..
look after the family and oso in the office...

Besides act as housekeeper and office temporary assistant,
I oso act as a driver....

Going in and out to market and the nearest supermarket...
100% housegirl ( not housewife, i an still single)

But, I miss her too...

I know my brother miss her too, he always daydream in his room...

She is going back tomolo la...

Going to say Goodbye to 2008, and say Hello to 2009.
Going to pay tuition fees for Sem 2, and thanks God, I passed my EOS exam.

A bit of sadness in my heart, don know why...
Last Wed, i went to Sunway Pyramid and met with my frens...
Wanna to buy present for my good and old fren... (Hehehe...)
While we are chit-chating, i felt left out...
Why?
They all can go out from Malaysia and study...
Perhaps, I never have this chance to study in foreign country.
My fren leave me and went out from Kuala Lumpur, and now even Malaysia.

Finally i figured out, i should be more independent...
I should make a promise on myself...
Gambateh, i should study hard for next sem...
Don think too much..

However, I still blue and down...

I just finished reading a novel, the author, well i really like his writing style... I never never can think like his way... So define, so detail, and so romantic... Hehe...

Rewrite in my mood...

六弄人生:
人生, 像走在一条小巷,每一弄都可能是另一个出口,也可能是一条死胡同.
生在一个幸福快乐的家庭, 是我人生的第一弄.
如愿以偿读到药剂这一科,是我人生的第二弄.
可以认识一班好友, 开心死了,是我人生的第三弄.
让我遇到你, 特别的你,是我人生的第四弄.
只因我的坏脾气, 让你受拙, 是我人生的第五弄.

现在因为我的任性,我想你这一次真的生气了吧?
这是我人生的第六弄...
伤心...

S.H.E - 安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
却成了 单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你你
选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你...

This song is very nice....
Sometimes, i always don wan so dependent on him... Scare that i will be so sad till no energy to do works and live on my own.... If he leave me in the future....
I m a really selfish person... Only think about myself... Maybe this is my only protective way...

雨还是一直下,
不知道它何时会停,
但是我的天空已经太黑了,
已看不见
因为我的魔鬼已出现了....
自私的我,
又在闹脾气了.... :(