Little CooL ScorpioN

Busy Sem 4!!

2010-04-02T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!! I am back... feel wanna write something on my blog, long time i din come and write things... No more holiday mood, was getting in busy mode in last 3 months ago... Semester 4 in pharmacy course is not an easy semester for us.... Everything is getting harder and hectic.... More challenges are waiting for me... I always ask myself, can i do it? can i manage to the end?

I think i am improving (in slow progress) for my stress management... "Don think too much" is always in my mind to put me in motivation... Everyone know Sem 4 is not easy, everyone put more hard works into it... I think i am the one of them too....

Yesterday is Malaysian Studies Play, we made a success and had enjoyed our time till the max... Before start, we was so nervous... I am the one who in charge of clicking the background... waiting for ppl's instructions... Scare to do thing wrong... THANKS God!! Everything is done and everyone love it!!! At here, I would like to thank Mrs Phoon, our lecturer... Without her, we might have to sit for a test, rather a play... It is hard to get it on but once it'was on and ended perfectly, we will remember that night.

Thanks for spending time to read my blog.. please forgive my lousy english!! I am so lazy to write in Chinese. Hehe...

Holidaying...

2009-11-29T04:15:00.000-08:00

I m here again... Away from exam and uni life, enjoying the holiday now... However, will start to work in pharmacy again.. Earn some pocket money and don wan get bored.. Sometimes too free for me is not a good thing.. I likes to think extra which is nonsense... Hehehe..

Well, before i work,.. Just wanna do some flash back on my Sem 3 (which is my love and my pain)
1. Had fun during orientation with juniors...
2. PBL discussion every week, non-stop practical reports and portfolio... Don forget PSD session.. ( I hope i can do well in the following session in Sem 4 because i hate my performance in last session )
3. had lunch with frens... and oso sing karaoke.. ( well, i m not a good singer but i likes singing)
4. received a birthday surprise from my fren...
5. exam time, my heart breaks in many pieces... Luckily now i passed my Sem 3... ( Thanks God.. I love u very much because i din fail my Natural Product and Pharm analysis)

This is my Sem 3... I will miss u de...

I just watched the movie, 2012.
At first, i am really not interested to watch it, my brother keep saying that is a disaster movie, cannot watch( bla, bla, and bla...) but since so many ppl said it is nice... So i went for it.
After the movie, i din get panic by the earthquake or the tsunami or even the volcano explosion ( well, a bit la), I just keep thinking that, ppl at the moment, there is no more separation, differences or level, everyone just wanna survive and is helping each other. Besides, we should appreciate for everything which is in our hands before it is too late...

Recently, i read a book, love story... << 我们不结婚，好吗？>>
Nice story and very touching...
I read this twice, first time in Form 5, and now.
Yesterday i had spent 5 hours to finish reading it...
What i want to say here is i have a different feeling when i read it this time...

radio said: 藤井树说发现不结婚一点也不好
but vicki said: 无论结婚不结婚，我可以待在我喜欢的人身边，那一定很好，也很棒。

So after i finished reading, i sent a sms to my dear... and say i miss him so much..
Hehehe ^^

祝我生日快乐..

2009-11-02T18:59:00.000-08:00

hey hey i am here... since today is my big day, so i delay a bit my study time... and i wrote something here... For who wish me happy birthday, i would like to say thousand times of thanks to show my appreciation.. Your wishes had lighten up my day... hehe...

This is my officially 21st birthday... However my family celebrated and made a party for me last year.... So today is kinda quiet. Somemore I am in study break now, will have exam next week... So cant meet up with fren... Everyone is so busy in preparing the exam...

Oh well, it does ruin my good mood today... I will choose the easiest subject to study today... But which one wo..? Hehe...

That's all for now... Go back to study... I wish I can pass the EOS... I hope everyone can pass it too without stress...

Smile..^^
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Hey hey i m back to complete this post... Very touching to receive a suprise from my frens... All the birthday wishes had lighten up my day... Last but not least, i have a cake and flower for my birthday from my dear... He is so "bad" to treat me a birthday blast... Oh well, i really thought he is not free to meet me...

Oh well, that is my 21st birthday in 2009. Ordinary but with suprise... Love u guys!!!
and lot lots to come... I will upload all... Thanks!!!

Smile ^^

Smile...

2009-10-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today is Pharmaceutic II Practical exam.. I am kinda happy with my product-suppository... I can manage to calculate and finish my worksheet before the lecturer. I don know what is my mark at the end, but i feel relax after the exam...

Yesterday is my worst day... When i wanna go to uni, oh my babe, i failed to start her engine... I cant go to uni with her... And somemore mom and dad were not around... I called him but fail... I was so helpless. Gonna to be late in class again... Thanks god, mom finally called her fren to fetch me...

I never meant to angry with him but i felt so helpless and disappointed... However, i do understand his condition... I had learnt a Chinese phrase, " 能包容不完美的，你就能一切完美" In this world, nothing is perfect, but if u learn to accept it, it will be perfect for you... I still learning the way, ok??
Don worry... and smile...

Week 13 in Sem 3

2009-10-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

I m here to update my news la...
Now i m very busy for last 2 weeks in Uni... after that, study break for us to prepare EOS exam...
Practical exam and Extemp. Dispensing main exam are coming..
I hope that i can do it well and everyone is happy.. Don wan so stress la...
I hope that world peace without war, disease and disaster...
Let's pray hard for tomolo...

I had noticed that someone is changing recently...
Dad, i m happy with ur change... Hehehe...

At this moment, still doing Log BOOK.. Arh!!!!

无能为力

2009-09-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

These few days, my mood is not ok... may due to my natural products... Lot lot of thing... I wonder i can pass it or not... Feel so sad...

Finally i realize i may not able to change a fact... So i have to get used to it la... Get used to be a "hardworking to be" student, be an obedient daughter, be an independent sister to lead my brother and now learn to accept.. This is not negative feeling. I m ok now, just wanna be open heart a bit... Don wan to be so stubborn, i can solve thing by myself... If i can do before that, why not now....?

I can drive and have a car, then i just go by myself la...

Notes, exam... So what? Life is still going on... Be happy.. Be tough...

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

Lonely moment...

2009-09-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

Guys, don ever try to drive in the rain while u r sad... It never feel better after this act... Sometimes, if someone just fly ur kite, don be sad, life is still going on...
U do it yourself, really don need someone...
Crying does not help physically and mentally, it gives you danger while driving...
At this moment, there is only you and ur babe car. Love ur life and babe too...
However it feels suck when everyone is leaving u, loneliness and hungry too...

Maybe it's time to think again.. About me or us? Raining stops, mood is going better...

VICLU 17th anniversary ceremony

2009-08-22T20:59:00.000-07:00

I am back!!! I am back!!!

Finally i can settle down in front of my dear... (computer la...) It was a busy uni life when in Sem 3. This is going to be my week 7 this week... Half of the semester ady... Start to worry lolz...

Don complaint about this first. I have something to share here. I went back to old school (Victoria Institution) to attend an activity. VI Chinese Language Union (华文学会）is 17 years old... So the juniors were organizing an anniversary "party" and invites the seniors (like me) back and celebrate...

So, well done!!! They really did a good job and we all had a great time.

Memory flashback.... I am very happy that I can join and make several successful activities during my From 6. Although we quarrel and maybe hurt each other, we still have good memory and learned many things that cant get from books. Organize an activity in a club is a great experience to learn and grow. Chinese Society is harder to get attention in the SMK than in Chinese Independent School. We all have to do more activities to prove our existence. I am happy that i can be one of them to the contribution.

Photo were taken but i din showed up in the picture very seldom because i have a big problem- face problem. Acne!!! Arh!!! Please go away~~~

After Orientation....

2009-07-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

As i just said, now back to normal uni life... PBL, practical report and portfolio are back into my little life... my life is so packed... Somemore the notes are stacking and "staring" at me... Non stop yelling, "come and have a look on me, draw some line and write something on my body!!!" I wonder why we have to learn about diagnosis and exam tests in every study case in PBL... It totally drives me to crazy... I thought all should pass to doctor or lab experts to worry about... However, i still reading and understand it... Haizh,.. Life should go on, be strong and be tough... Since i can pass those hard times in STPM, uni life so what??? I can make it de...

Sorry that i din explain wat is PBL... Problem Based Learning, quite tough for us... espeacially me!!

Btw, i just recover from flu and cold... Sore throat is suffering for me... However, i haven finish my antibiotic course.. Ehmmm, don follow ah, it is not good for ur health. I really hates to take pills or capsules... The sweetened cough syrup is my worst nightmare. But, i take pharmacy course in my tertiary education. How "wonderful" life that I have. Oh well... Hehe..

I just found out interesting "fact". That day I went to pasar malam with my group, H1N1 for outing... While others were eating, I went to buy things with 2 frens.. I always be the one who walks first among the three, walks very far from them. So i just stopped for a while and waited for them to come nearer. Three of us were walking at different speed and pace.

Suddenly i realized that when I walked with my dear, we won't walk separately or stay too far from each other. Hmm, maybe we are hand-holding or our "radio frequency" are close to each other. So we can walk on the same pace. Well, same frequency can talk and interact better. Hehe.. Weird huh???

I wonder u all can understand it or not, but i know that dear and I are at the same frequency... Get it?... Hahaha..

Picture time...

Group-8: H1N1, RockZzzzz....

pretty face huh?? I m one of the survivors that away from face drawer.... Yeah!!

Kissing you dance group.... Wonderful memories... I love u all babe~~~ Muacks!!

After Orientation....

2009-07-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

Hello, i m here, i m back....
We all just finished our big activity in Sem 3....
Orientation for the juniors... Woohoo...

I just wanna say, H1N1 Rocks!!!
Btw, H1N1 is my group's name... Not the star of every newspaper!!!

Guys, i will upload my photos..
Meanwhile, i m doing report..
Ah.... have to study la....
Sob..sob..

I AM BACK!!!
let u all see my new house first!!!

during renovation... Nice outlook???

Mini swimming pool for...? Fish la.... ( Pretty girl is my sister, she is shy....!!!)

Shady place in my garden... Good place for BBQ, pay rental fees to me if interested!!!

OK, this time until here la... Doing report again....

Invisible figure...

2009-07-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

I am sorry... i should not think like that...
But i feel like i m a nobody recently..
I am just an invisible figure around my frens and family...

Not matter i had done so well, i still involves in faults and mistakes...
Not matter i was being so good, my hard works were ignored by them...
They are my physical and financial support, claims that everything is good for me...
Even i tried my best to repay the fault...
Shit!!!
I was so depressed...

However, that day I went to rainbow waterfall....
I know that he cares for us, by his mumbling and holding our hands...
Btw, i should go hiking more often...
Do exercise will make me feel happier
And BE busy a bit, so that i wont think too much?

Isit, my dear???
(hahahaha....)

Going back to my ordinary life...

2009-06-27T05:53:00.000-07:00

Going to start my new semester...
Hope that i can do better...
At least, i can manage my emotion and feelings well...

I have nice experience when working...
However i was busy packing mask...
So everyone, please take care lol

At this moment, face mask and hand sanitizer are popular in pharmacy...

我们变得陌生了!!!

2009-06-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

总觉得我们变了，变得陌生了。
你觉得呢？

How well do you know Vicki Lee?

2009-06-11T04:31:00.000-07:00

Hehehehe....
How well do u know me?
Hmmm, sometimes i oso don know what is in my mind...

Wanna find money so i go for work... but i tired of it..
Wanna lose weight so i go for work... but i ate a lot..

So how??...

Haizh...

Working again...

2009-05-31T07:50:00.000-07:00

Now i am working in pharmacy... ...
Just gain some experiences and money...
It really helps me to remember the drug and use my knowledge properly...
Hehehe...

However, I am very tired...
Maybe I am old already.. Haizh...
But i cut my hair and change my hairstyle...
Sorry, cant upload my photo at this moment....
But I am looking more younger... Hahaha...

I am back....

2009-05-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

I am back to here.... and I am free too.... Free from exam... Yahoo....!!!
Today is the last paper i have.... Finally no need to study for 1 month plus....
However, it is not good time for me and my dear...
This is because he just started his new sem and i just started my holiday....
Hmm....

However i can meet my frens... I miss them so much... Hehe...
Somemore, i can watch drama.... drama and drama.... Hehehe...
Besides, i found a part time job... Money, money...
I need money to buy things....

Since i am free now, i will try to update my status more often... (try to, not must ah)

I am back!!!

2009-04-05T06:09:00.000-07:00

Miss me? Sorry if u keep waiting for my news....
I was in depression... So stress... PBL, PSD session and portfolio..
Report, report... all the way...
All's about study... mainly because i am not good in English...
Not confident and messed up all my works..

But now...
I think i feel better now
I am improving... my relationship and family...
Most important, study...
Exam is coming...

Sometimes, it is not good to be depressed...
It hurts yourself and the people who surround u...
I was mad because of this...
MOOD was not good, self-transform into a silent and dangerous people.
Who likes to be angry without reasons.
BODY is getting worse, getting ugly... Going to be an " UGLY Betty"
Ish...

Now I wanna keep myself to be more happy... (at least)
Now thinking, after exam, I have part time job...
Money money come to mommy...
I am so excited when i think about it
Maybe it will be tiring, but i will enjoy it...

By the way, I love money.... :)

Silent pressure cooker

2009-03-09T04:54:00.000-07:00

Damm, my life now is a pressure cooker... Shit la, i m so depressed...
Actually i wanna think positive one... But, i don know ah...

Class tests are coming... i hope i can make it... not, i must make it...
Change my attitude and my mind...
Gambateh..
Don wan to be so stressed...

wanna live happily, is it too hard?

You will always in my memory...

2009-02-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

After my cousin's death, one of my fren also leave us suddenly....
She is smart, always smile and be nice to everyone...
Unluckily, she is gone...
So suddenly...
I am sorry that I can't attend her funeral.... I can't pay a last respect to her...
Mom don't let me go because my family just settled my cousin's funeral one week ago...

I hope my fren can rest in peace and have a better life in her next living....
Goodbye, my fren, Yun Chi....
I will remember you....

We will remember you....

2009-02-02T05:33:00.000-08:00

Long time din update this blog... Why? This new year i was very busy, different from the last year... I had a vacation in Hatyai, Thailand with family... I had unforgettable memory on this New Year...

My cousin just passed way... Ya, i m not joking...
Haizh, it happened so suddenly...
He was too young, only 25 years old, leave his wife and his 2 little young daughters....
Actually, i oso not very close with him...
Since young, we two din interact much or play together...
But during the ceremony, i cried..
Dun know, maybe the music... or it is really happened, it is true....
He really leave us...

No matter what, just appreaciate the people or thing around us....
Do take care ourselves for the loved one.

Happy CNY

2009-01-24T05:28:00.000-08:00

One day to go....
One of my favourite festival is coming on the way....

A lot of thing happened so suddenly around me...
Luckily, the thing was just settled...
Just want to say HAPPY everyday...

2nd Week in 2nd Semester

2009-01-19T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hehehe...

FINALLY i have the time to update my blog... Last week, i was in pressure... Luckily my fren helped me out.. I wanna say thanks and SORRY to u...

I am trying to make my EQ level higher, so that i can handle thing better...
New semester new hope... ( Not I hope only, I want to)

I want to be more tougher than i should be, I should be more hardworking than now...
I want to keep this size till the end of the year...
I want to save more money ( I don know why.... Just save lolz)
I want to be more happy....

Gambateh, little cool scorpion...

To my dear, happy 1st anniversary.... ;)

New Year Promises (Must do)

2009-01-03T22:34:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all my fren, i hope this wish is not very late yet....

In this year, a whole new year...

I want to make some promises to myself...

First, Study more harder and get a better result than last year...

Second, Be kind to everyone, including family and friends...

Third, Do not get mad easily, learn to control my feeling and emotion...

Fourth, Balance the time between study time and crazy time...

I know that, we have to manage our feeling even in the mad and messy situation...

One thing that I can do now is, Calm down...

Just wanna let whom may concern understand, it is totally not your fault...

It is my prob.

Once again, sorry!!!

I am really a trouble maker to someone, putting on some cloudy day for you...

Christmas Time

2008-12-23T04:20:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to ALL my fren and my dearest family...

May the fun and joy with u all...

Happy New Year, 2009...

Hehe :)

Hmm, but i don feel anything yet wo...

Impossible Dream

2008-12-18T03:25:00.001-08:00

Recently, i m watching Hong Kong drama, it is all about dancing... When i heard the music, i will start spinning and dancing.... And end with a perfect ending pose... Hehe.. Well, this only happen when i was alone in the living room... If not, other will laugh at me..

Ok la, i admit that I really like to perform ( show off?), but i think i dun have this chance anymore...

Try and imagine,

If mom let me join the dancing class when i m in the primary school..
If I have the time besides studying...

Maybe now i m not a pharmacy student, but major in art performing...
Well, this is only a dream, an impossible dream... :)

Without her

2008-12-09T04:44:00.000-08:00

Without her, our world is kinda small...
Without her, I kinda lost in my world..

Mom leave us and went for her vacation to Taiwan...
Suppose I oso can go, BUT....

I am big sister, so i should stay at home..
look after the family and oso in the office...

Besides act as housekeeper and office temporary assistant,
I oso act as a driver....

Going in and out to market and the nearest supermarket...
100% housegirl ( not housewife, i an still single)

But, I miss her too...

I know my brother miss her too, he always daydream in his room...

She is going back tomolo la...

Memory Flashback..

2008-12-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

Going to say Goodbye to 2008, and say Hello to 2009.
Going to pay tuition fees for Sem 2, and thanks God, I passed my EOS exam.

A bit of sadness in my heart, don know why...
Last Wed, i went to Sunway Pyramid and met with my frens...
Wanna to buy present for my good and old fren... (Hehehe...)
While we are chit-chating, i felt left out...
Why?
They all can go out from Malaysia and study...
Perhaps, I never have this chance to study in foreign country.
My fren leave me and went out from Kuala Lumpur, and now even Malaysia.

Finally i figured out, i should be more independent...
I should make a promise on myself...
Gambateh, i should study hard for next sem...
Don think too much..

However, I still blue and down...

Yummy... (I think so....)

2008-12-02T03:22:00.000-08:00

Hello... This time i bring some good looking pictures for u all....

Da...da...

It looks nice right? Give me some cheers la...

One more thing, i am successful in this... Yeah!!!

Nice and crispy... and it is not overcooked till black like the previous ( It was my nightmare)

Next, my fren never know that I take these photos.... Enjoy!!

Hehehehehehehehehe.....

六弄咖啡馆

2008-11-23T05:39:00.000-08:00

I just finished reading a novel, the author, well i really like his writing style... I never never can think like his way... So define, so detail, and so romantic... Hehe...

Rewrite in my mood...

六弄人生:
人生, 像走在一条小巷,每一弄都可能是另一个出口,也可能是一条死胡同.
生在一个幸福快乐的家庭, 是我人生的第一弄.
如愿以偿读到药剂这一科,是我人生的第二弄.
可以认识一班好友, 开心死了,是我人生的第三弄.
让我遇到你, 特别的你,是我人生的第四弄.
只因我的坏脾气, 让你受拙, 是我人生的第五弄.

现在因为我的任性,我想你这一次真的生气了吧?
这是我人生的第六弄...
伤心...

2008-11-23T02:56:00.000-08:00

S.H.E - 安静了

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你你
选择了自己 wo~
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱
让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你...

This song is very nice....
Sometimes, i always don wan so dependent on him... Scare that i will be so sad till no energy to do works and live on my own.... If he leave me in the future....
I m a really selfish person... Only think about myself... Maybe this is my only protective way...

雨还是一直下,
不知道它何时会停,
但是我的天空已经太黑了,
已看不见
因为我的魔鬼已出现了....
自私的我,
又在闹脾气了.... :(

Birthday Party...

2008-11-09T03:58:00.000-08:00

Well, at here, i wanna say sorry.. To who wanna see my updated blog...I was so busy (EOS lol, wat else?) Now i wanna share my happiest event in this year...

My parents organized a birthday party for me.. Well "21st Birthday woh" but honestly i am just 20 years old, la... ( they argued with me with the Chinese Lunar calendar) I really had a good time at there...

Due to some technical problem, i cant upload all the photo, so sorry...

I have a lot of present from frens, and relatives.... Well, the balloons are so special... Thanks lol...

I oso have a very nice Japanese dishes with my dear... Yummy!!!

Shoguan restaurant in Sunway Pyramid...

Mixed Flavour....

2008-10-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

Well, sweet, spicy, sour, and bitter... All the 4 tastes, i can have all the way in this Semester... So tired....

Sweet.. because i have a bunch of new friends... can bring me go makan... I am not the only one to be the driver la... Haha.. Common interest: go sing karaoke... I really hope that can sing again with u all,...

We were in KimGary Restaurant....

Seronoknya, eating satay and take away for supper, haha....

Spicy... because my brain always get stimulated by the new stuff... All the new knowledges... and have to remember for the whole life... Can I make it...? Just shock,....

Sour... because i jealous of his or her intelligence.... Their good results.... Always ask myself, Gambateh lol, i will add more oil in my EOS exam...

Bitter... because i am very tired... Not enough sleep or rest is the worst thing in my life....

Friends, jia you lol and study smart for class test and EOS lol...

Stupid scorpion

2008-10-09T05:25:00.000-07:00

Haizh, today i lose in my class test again... I don know what wrong in my mind.... I wanna long piak dah.. Kinda down...

Something is going wrong in my mind and life... I think I had tried my best in my effort to study, however it seem not worked.. Maybe the guardian angel leave me without my notice...

Human bio and Genetics are totally out of my control, I cant do anything on my class test results now... Gambateh lol... I fight for EOS till the end... I will make it..

Number and percantage....??

2008-09-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

Haha... If u know Chinese, u may understand this pie chart.... So curious, this test u just key in ur name, then after a few minutes, a pie chart pop out to analysis ur personality.... Well, this is just for fun.....

Sometimes, i think i might be a replacement in someone heart... Suddenly, i feel so down. Maybe not important, maybe someone still keep me in consideration.... He will think of me when free... Do i important in your heart? No one know.....

Well, when i think deeper, i might be also searching a replacement too... In fact, I am a selfish person.... Who put ownself in the first place.... So don trust me so much, in the future i might betray you as the bad guy (or girl...?) :P

I din do well in my class test, kinda down... But now i m having holiday (one week Raya Holiday), I am so exicited as the Malay frens... Haha...

Pressure cooker..???

2008-09-21T06:40:00.000-07:00

I become a loser in this week....

“我是爱哭鬼我想哭掉对你的思念
看著镜子里面没志气的脸然后越哭越后悔
我是爱哭鬼我想哭掉对你的依恋
我也知道自己这样子不对
却还越哭越认真的为谁”
爱哭鬼- 江美琪

Study pressure is exploding silently.....
This time i really feel sorry....
about the failure of release tension.

I wanna say sorry for my fren, for my attitude... So childish...
So happy that the next day i can sing karaoke...
SO HAPPY, SO HIGH!!!
Thanks for make me feel better...

Tired... So tired...

2008-09-06T19:50:00.000-07:00

I don have any extra energy, i m so tired... Let me explain la...

After a week studies, and class tests, Gen Chem just passed, luckily i did 4 wrong answers in the test, not much pressure... But following with the Bio Science, Pharm Org Chem, Human Bio... then rest a week (Hari Raya)... I have to list out the most scaring one, Human Bio.... It is totally new for me about some topic, but kinda interesting too..

After couple of weeks, i really have some new friends, kinda crazy and fun. Last Wednesday, we went out for industrial visit to Duopharm (M) Sdn Bhd. That is not a main point, just produce drug la... My group was totally went high, the guys have to do the solo performance by singing la... We really did have a lot of fun. It is good to have some fren in anywhere, they can support you while ur family are not around. At the end of day, i was so tired, no energy to support me in choir practice.

Yesterday was my mommy's birthday, at first i don wan follow them (dad, mom and their frens) to pub for celebration cause it may be very late, i really need some rest. However, she invited my bf go too.. He oso wan to go, before that, he was doing drama rehersal on his art project, but he said he can manage to go...

Almost 12 in midnight, he still not appear at my house, my dad called me and mumbled me... Then i straight away go by myself, drive alone, don wait for my dear since he was late. When i reached there, i felt uncomfortable, the people were hugging, dancing, drinking alcohol and smokinh too. yeah, u maybe think that i m so out-dated, such a young people has an out-dated mind. This is the first time i go to this kind of place, just admit that i m really a good girl, ok?

After a few mins, he was there with me, i really din angry with him because he was rushing to there and meant to be late... Sorry dear, let u worry and rush there, sorry once again, i wont to do that again. After this, they still wanna go to sing karaoke in Neway puchong around 1.30a.m.

Finally, mom had headcahe, we can go home around 3 a.m.
That why i am so tired, so tired today since i woke up at around 8.30a.m... Haizh, so tired, have to study Bio Science for test, Gambateh...

Recommandation for entertainment: Money is not Enough 2... Funny laughter and touching story... I cried for it..

My new house

2008-08-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

Dang... dang... this is my new house, just completed... It is in Balakong there...

Just wanna show the outlook of my house, will show more in the future....

Busy Life..:s

2008-08-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

Hello there, long time din write blog la... Miss me? I am sure u do..( Shock sendiri dah..) I had been busy from last week till today... Finally a short break is here, Merdeka day (3 days holiday) Can wake up lately in the morning... I hate the morning alarm sound very much. Most of the time, I have class at 8am... Have to wake up at 6 something, fetch my sister to her school then reach IMU... Din have a good breakfast.. Sob..sob so cham.... (just kidding, not so serious la..)

Last saturday we have charity home visit... Rumah Charis in Taman Yarl... (very near to Kelab OUG, if you know where is it) It had a carnival, charity sales... Compulsory for students to be there... I became the camera"girl", carried the camera, taking photo... We reached at there on time, around 8a.m.

This is the place, Rumah Charis

Everyone was waiting the instructions from the "boss" (the person in charge of the Rumah Charis)

Before works, photo time!!! (I am not in...)

I was there in this photo liao... (try and locate me out)

That is me and my fren, smile!!! ( being captured in a photo, strange!!! dun know how to smile la...)

We did have a good time at there, helping them out in setting up the booth and stall for them, selling pau, biscuits and mooncake too.... We can try out varities of food there... let me think and list out, nasi lemak, cream puff, mixed vege rice, friend chicken, bread, soya bean,.... .... (A lot a lot x 1000..)

We ended up our jobs and leave around 12.30p.m. I was very tired, and went back home, took a bath and fall down and slept.... Even dear was late, oso i dun know.... tis prove that i was very tired... And i had 2 reports that haven finish yet...

Well, that was last week...

This week , no reports but class test is here... Have to read and study la.... (sob.. sob..) I hope I can do it and pass lol.... Gambateh..

Starry starry Night

2008-08-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

If you are superfan of TVB drama, you may watch the Heart of Greed before, which is now very hot in Astro Channel 311. Tomolo will be the final 2 episodes. Just now, i m late, back from uni, i rather take away my dinner, pack it and back on time, took a quick bath, and sit tight in front of the tv.

The drama is very touching, it talks about the family. Many people in this world need a family's support, and live happily everyday. However, Good thing never last forever. A lot of quarrel and misunderstandings happened, everyone was not happy. Luckily there was an important person will be there, link everyone together, that's call parents. Everyone in a family, has his or her characteristics, not matter good or bad, u should accept them because they are your closed one. Believe it or not, I am very lucky. I have a lovely family.

I had a quarrel with mom a few days. I just wan to tell her abut the loan, then let her don worry. But she suddenly talk out of topic, she said, she wont take the money or anything... Even though I tried to explain, she did not listen to it. Then i was very angry, i just walked away... She was so angry... About my attitude la...

At night, dad and me had a long talk about this. I know i should not be rude to my mom... dad din scold me or beat me, he was just sitting there, but i was holding my book, din dare to look straight on dad's eye. Because I know that is my fault. At the end, Mom forgave me la... She advised me, don put so much pressure on my head...

In this drama, Alfred was died in the accident, he was not able to see the email from Sheung Joy Sum that she forgive him. Actually they can say it out before it was too late... So sad, they cannot be a couple again,... When the girl read the boy's diary, i felt very sad... If the girl knew this earlier, the boy told her about this earlier, everything must be different. I know this is just a drama, but it really happen in the reality.

Once again, I have to admit that I am lucky that i found him. He maybe is not the best, not handsame and oso not smart, but i oso don know why I choose him.... Strange huh?

平凡的天使，魔鬼有话要说。谢谢你的支持和温柔，改变了自私的魔鬼。

hehe... I like this song, "Vincent"

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul...
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand
What you tried to say, to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free:
They would not listen;
they did not know how --
Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand
What you tried to say, to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free:
They would not listen; they did not know how
--Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you
But still, your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do--
But I could've told you, Vincent:
This world was never meant
For one as beautiful as you.

Starry, Starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've metT
he ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn, a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know
What you tried to say, to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free:T
hey would not listen; t
hey're not listening still--
Perhaps they never will.

Batman....

2008-08-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

Guess wat? Until today, I did not watch the BATMAN movie yet... Sob..sob.. Why? Why? Non stop asking the sky like a idiot.. (I wanna be a crazy scorpion liao since I entered IMU for last 3 weeks? Not too fast... ) U r very curious about why I wanna watch? My main purpose is to see the Joker, rather than the Batman.. :)

Nowadays, I have a feeling, things is repeating in my life now, what I had in Form 6, pressure and tension are here with me again now...

Gambateh lol, silly girl... Don think too much... I feel that I am more hardworking than last time in Form 6. Maybe no more tuition or guide for me, i must work harder... Strange huh? Besides this, I am gaining weight too, that is totally not a good news!!! I should find more time to play some sports and exercises besides study time...

Everyone said that "when Adam met Eve, where the love begins..." Maybe we should try this, in Chinese... " 当自私的魔鬼遇上平凡的天使...." isit sound special? Well, just jump out from my mind.. Hehe...

I wanna watch BATMAN la.... Oh, i mean I wanna watch Joker la...

Sea of Human..???

2008-08-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

If u study Chinese or Chinese educated, u may know what is the title all about... (ren shan ren hai) This is to explain the situation of Pikom PC Fair, which held in 1 to 3 August. Sesak betul betul... Maybe i never go to the event before, so i did not think how the situation will be... I went there to buy a pen-drive... (argue with my sis because i took her one, from 1st day in IMU, wanna start the fight liao..) and oso bought printer inks for my mom.... (Being a good daughter ma...) hehehe...

When i reached there with dear, WALAU WEI!!! (shout in my bottom of heart) So many people crowded at the Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre.... Both of us stucked at the Hall 2, wanna go to Hall 5, traffic congestion, serious traffic jam... quickly find the emergency exit.... Haha...

We planned to watch the Batman at KLCC... Unluckily, dear forgot to book tickets, FULL House, cant watch the movie again.... HAizh...
Mom already said, don back home so late, so we din go for movie lolz even 9.30pm was available.
Nvm, as long as I get wat I want... (pen drive la, of course and go out with dear la..hehe)

Even we din watch movie, we went the Galeri Petronas. Exhibition. Hmm, honestly, I don have any sense of art, my brain just can analyse science, may be more better than art... At there, i just appreciate art,... ok? Hehe, just teman him lol...

3rd week in IMU, so far so good, I am still alive.... But i am getting sleepy head in lectures... I never meant to be not respect the lecturer... I will feel sleepy and I tried to make myself awake by opening my eye more frequently when they are going to close... Tak boleh tahan, Help!!!

Gambateh lol... Everyone... :)

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to my lovely, most handsome brother, Lee Chun Hoe...
We love u forever....

2nd Week in Uni

2008-07-27T05:53:00.000-07:00

I am fed up with Friendster blog seriously... So I changed to here... Welcome to my new blog space la.. Ya, this is 2nd week in IMU. No orientation week, but lectures and reports never stop, searching for articles and listening to the lecture... The timetable is so packed, so busy, from 8.00a.m. till 7.00p.m. So tired... Ah!!!

Besides, guess wat, I joined choir club.. If u heard me sing before, u will know my voice, How "lovely" is it, rite? Oh well, it is a big gang, so I don think they will notice my singing, or maybe my voice... Hehe... Now when i have free time, library is my third home, instead of my lovely home and lecture theatre... Doing my notes and reports... Here is no more paper notes from lecturer, u have to download or search notes from the computer...

Actually, I like the multidisplinary lab... So bright, well equiped and NICE.... Library is big and COLD too... one more important thing, the cafeteria...!!! The food is not very very nice, but can put in mouth and swallow for energy storage, let u hold on till 7.00pm. Honestly, it is better than VI canteen, bigger ma and more variety of food, ok?

From Monday till Friday, busy from morning till evening, leave one hour for entertainment (DRAMA time..) Just keep contact with dear by sms and phone... Well, wat can i do? Now study comes first, Mom and dad work hard for my tuition fees, even I had applied the PTPTN loan... I have to do well, so wont let them down...

Hehe, I got IELTS result la.... Suprise, I get band 7... I knew I did not do well on the Speaking test and Writing too... However I got this "ok" result, maybe just because of my luck and blessing from somewhere else...Hehe!!!

I read a book "Poetry of Summer", the author is Hijawu, Taiwan writer... I like this phrase...
Translated into English...

Soul is just like a cake. When you fall in love with someone, you will give a part of your soul to him or her, just like a slice of cake is given to other. If he or she also love you, in a same way, you will get back part of the soul, a slice of cake.
However, he or she don't love you, then your soul never be a complete and perfect anymore because you cant get back the feeling or love....

Thanks God, My soul is a nice cheese cake, complete and perfect..Hehe..

Gambateh la for everyone that i know... Miss you all, my Fren...