Busy Sem 4!!

Hey guys!! I am back... feel wanna write something on my blog, long time i din come and write things... No more holiday mood, was getting in busy mode in last 3 months ago... Semester 4 in pharmacy course is not an easy semester for us.... Everything is getting harder and hectic.... More challenges are waiting for me... I always ask myself, can i do it? can i manage to the end?

I think i am improving (in slow progress) for my stress management... "Don think too much" is always in my mind to put me in motivation... Everyone know Sem 4 is not easy, everyone put more hard works into it... I think i am the one of them too....

Yesterday is Malaysian Studies Play, we made a success and had enjoyed our time till the max... Before start, we was so nervous... I am the one who in charge of clicking the background... waiting for ppl's instructions... Scare to do thing wrong... THANKS God!! Everything is done and everyone love it!!! At here, I would like to thank Mrs Phoon, our lecturer... Without her, we might have to sit for a test, rather a play... It is hard to get it on but once it'was on and ended perfectly, we will remember that night.

Thanks for spending time to read my blog.. please forgive my lousy english!! I am so lazy to write in Chinese. Hehe...

Holidaying...

I m here again... Away from exam and uni life, enjoying the holiday now... However, will start to work in pharmacy again.. Earn some pocket money and don wan get bored.. Sometimes too free for me is not a good thing.. I likes to think extra which is nonsense... Hehehe..

Well, before i work,.. Just wanna do some flash back on my Sem 3 (which is my love and my pain)
1. Had fun during orientation with juniors...
2. PBL discussion every week, non-stop practical reports and portfolio... Don forget PSD session.. ( I hope i can do well in the following session in Sem 4 because i hate my performance in last session )
3. had lunch with frens... and oso sing karaoke.. ( well, i m not a good singer but i likes singing)
4. received a birthday surprise from my fren...
5. exam time, my heart breaks in many pieces... Luckily now i passed my Sem 3... ( Thanks God.. I love u very much because i din fail my Natural Product and Pharm analysis)

This is my Sem 3... I will miss u de...

I just watched the movie, 2012.
At first, i am really not interested to watch it, my brother keep saying that is a disaster movie, cannot watch( bla, bla, and bla...) but since so many ppl said it is nice... So i went for it.
After the movie, i din get panic by the earthquake or the tsunami or even the volcano explosion ( well, a bit la), I just keep thinking that, ppl at the moment, there is no more separation, differences or level, everyone just wanna survive and is helping each other. Besides, we should appreciate for everything which is in our hands before it is too late...

Recently, i read a book, love story... << 我们不结婚,好吗?>>
Nice story and very touching...
I read this twice, first time in Form 5, and now.
Yesterday i had spent 5 hours to finish reading it...
What i want to say here is i have a different feeling when i read it this time...

radio said: 藤井树说发现不结婚一点也不好
but vicki said: 无论结婚不结婚,我可以待在我喜欢的人身边,那一定很好,也很棒。

So after i finished reading, i sent a sms to my dear... and say i miss him so much..
Hehehe ^^

祝我生日快乐..

hey hey i am here... since today is my big day, so i delay a bit my study time... and i wrote something here... For who wish me happy birthday, i would like to say thousand times of thanks to show my appreciation.. Your wishes had lighten up my day... hehe...

This is my officially 21st birthday... However my family celebrated and made a party for me last year.... So today is kinda quiet. Somemore I am in study break now, will have exam next week... So cant meet up with fren... Everyone is so busy in preparing the exam...

Oh well, it does ruin my good mood today... I will choose the easiest subject to study today... But which one wo..? Hehe...

That's all for now... Go back to study... I wish I can pass the EOS... I hope everyone can pass it too without stress...

Smile..^^
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Hey hey i m back to complete this post... Very touching to receive a suprise from my frens... All the birthday wishes had lighten up my day... Last but not least, i have a cake and flower for my birthday from my dear... He is so "bad" to treat me a birthday blast... Oh well, i really thought he is not free to meet me...

Oh well, that is my 21st birthday in 2009. Ordinary but with suprise... Love u guys!!!
and lot lots to come... I will upload all... Thanks!!!

Smile ^^

Smile...

Today is Pharmaceutic II Practical exam.. I am kinda happy with my product-suppository... I can manage to calculate and finish my worksheet before the lecturer. I don know what is my mark at the end, but i feel relax after the exam...

Yesterday is my worst day... When i wanna go to uni, oh my babe, i failed to start her engine... I cant go to uni with her... And somemore mom and dad were not around... I called him but fail... I was so helpless. Gonna to be late in class again... Thanks god, mom finally called her fren to fetch me...

I never meant to angry with him but i felt so helpless and disappointed... However, i do understand his condition... I had learnt a Chinese phrase, " 能包容不完美的,你就能一切完美" In this world, nothing is perfect, but if u learn to accept it, it will be perfect for you... I still learning the way, ok??
Don worry... and smile...

Week 13 in Sem 3

I m here to update my news la...
Now i m very busy for last 2 weeks in Uni... after that, study break for us to prepare EOS exam...
Practical exam and Extemp. Dispensing main exam are coming..
I hope that i can do it well and everyone is happy.. Don wan so stress la...
I hope that world peace without war, disease and disaster...
Let's pray hard for tomolo...

I had noticed that someone is changing recently...
Dad, i m happy with ur change... Hehehe...

At this moment, still doing Log BOOK.. Arh!!!!

无能为力

These few days, my mood is not ok... may due to my natural products... Lot lot of thing... I wonder i can pass it or not... Feel so sad...

Finally i realize i may not able to change a fact... So i have to get used to it la... Get used to be a "hardworking to be" student, be an obedient daughter, be an independent sister to lead my brother and now learn to accept.. This is not negative feeling. I m ok now, just wanna be open heart a bit... Don wan to be so stubborn, i can solve thing by myself... If i can do before that, why not now....?

I can drive and have a car, then i just go by myself la...

Notes, exam... So what? Life is still going on... Be happy.. Be tough...

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

Lonely moment...

Guys, don ever try to drive in the rain while u r sad... It never feel better after this act... Sometimes, if someone just fly ur kite, don be sad, life is still going on...
U do it yourself, really don need someone...
Crying does not help physically and mentally, it gives you danger while driving...
At this moment, there is only you and ur babe car. Love ur life and babe too...
However it feels suck when everyone is leaving u, loneliness and hungry too...

Maybe it's time to think again.. About me or us? Raining stops, mood is going better...